Sunday, May 3, 2009

deep thinking .

so; church today had me thinking . it had alot to do w/ relationships and things of the nature butttt, it had to do with forgiveness and admitting faults as well. and as i sat out in the audience i couldnt help but let the tears fall. it seems like recently my life and desicions have been non-stop and fast pace.. maybe i should slow down. ive come from alot of hatred and problems that many dont know about in my past :: only like 3people know the full life story. and looking back there is so much i could have and should have done differently. even the recent problems and misunderstanding in my life. ive been hurt by so many and ive hated them. and thats wrong . i dont wanna continue that thought path. *sigh. ive been thinking so hard about how i could ever forgive them. how i could not hate them.. and ive come to the conclusion that we all lose sight of life and where we stand. people and things change. attitudes and ideas as well; so i wanted to let anyone reading this kno that if u and i ever got into a disagreement or any type of problem.. im truly sorry. i dont wanna have grudes. life is to short for this. and if u ever hurt me , i forgive you. we all need mercy to live each day. and problems of the life we live, shouldnt be the first things on our priority list. i hate no one. and i will not be held by the past.

im sorry, i forgive, and i love.

im free.





jessicadenisemiller

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