made my day .

so today .

was ohkay. english was banggin lol. me, my bestfrennnn andre( not bestfriendforever darnell, or bestfriend quotel, or bestestfriend JR [4bestfriends guys lol]), corey and casey[sp?] had a relationship convo. the wholeeee class. aint get shxt done hah. it was great. i love them . and thennnn the rest of the day went great. left schooL and drove home :D again . thennnn i was tlkin to bestfrennn .. and right now we plannin on goin job huntin together w/ mom and then study drivin for a while .. woooo. makin moves. i wrote a poem today about my feelings toward " problems " cough cough . and it was deep. i used big words and everything lol . im debating on whether i should post it or not. its still in the making tho . uh, ASLO thanks to eevryone that commented me bout my "deep thinking" blog :D hah . i appreciate all the love . i didnt know people really read this lol. makes me feel good. umm , yea. right no life is iight. confusin as hell but iight. i need to stop trying to please evryone else .. someone told me that today out the blue and, now i cant stop thinkin bout it . hmm . well yea, bout to go get dre. bBL .

xo .
jessicadenisemiller ♥

deep thinking .

so; church today had me thinking . it had alot to do w/ relationships and things of the nature butttt, it had to do with forgiveness and admitting faults as well. and as i sat out in the audience i couldnt help but let the tears fall. it seems like recently my life and desicions have been non-stop and fast pace.. maybe i should slow down. ive come from alot of hatred and problems that many dont know about in my past :: only like 3people know the full life story. and looking back there is so much i could have and should have done differently. even the recent problems and misunderstanding in my life. ive been hurt by so many and ive hated them. and thats wrong . i dont wanna continue that thought path. *sigh. ive been thinking so hard about how i could ever forgive them. how i could not hate them.. and ive come to the conclusion that we all lose sight of life and where we stand. people and things change. attitudes and ideas as well; so i wanted to let anyone reading this kno that if u and i ever got into a disagreement or any type of problem.. im truly sorry. i dont wanna have grudes. life is to short for this. and if u ever hurt me , i forgive you. we all need mercy to live each day. and problems of the life we live, shouldnt be the first things on our priority list. i hate no one. and i will not be held by the past.

im sorry, i forgive, and i love.

im free.



♥

jessicadenisemiller

four|thirty|2k9

sweet right ? jessicadenisemiller made .

♥

i just realized

tomorrow is May 1st ! :o
1 month of schooL left . yay ?


time flies.

Latest Post .

soo; i havent posted in aminute because life has been hectic. its constantly changing ! i wish i could just slow down time. pause or rewind or some shxt. but uhm. sooooo much has gone one. ive lost friends, got new ones, regain the ones that were just lost, had a change of heart, re-built what was tore down. shxt's crazy. god works in misterious ways. but now that everything is kinda leveling out, ill post more often. sorry to leave yall hangin and *ish. but uh, yea. the weekend is comming and i have 0 plans. i mite chill with the lover skarlynne friday or something. and then sunday is deffinetly church.. i get my permit on may 17 !! im studying now. very 5 minutes. ill have my liscense by february 17..and my car by nov.7 or 17th.. :D yess! ive been driving alot recently tho:: everyday actually lol. proving people wrong, im a good driver and i have witnesses. but yeaaaa.. uhm, recently ive been noticing that different people in my life deserve awards, good or bad lol. and so im gunna start annoucnin the award of the day ;

and todays award :: BEST LISTENER goes to DarNeLL .

congrats bestfreeeen .

but im gunna go study for the 17th :D

oh yea ! im also readin this book called "10 things to do before you turn 16" sooo; ill see ho that goes. advice ? maybe ? lol ..

but uhm yea.

love,
jessicadenisemiller .

check it, uh .

SPRING BREAkk .

is not going how i planned .

the weather sucks .

ugh::hope it gets better .

PS. party friday @ knights .

2 posts ago .

wasnt me either lol
i didnt gain any weight.
JR is gettin payback.
ignore him please hah;


" im slim shady yes im the real shady. so wont the real slim shady please stand up "

-the real jessicadenisemiller ♥

woooo!

- jessicadenisemiller ♥
thanks goes to meika for editing "]

Spring Break 09!

I know I've gained some weight, but I'm working on it. I'm just here, enjoying Spring Break, chillin', eating, enjoying life. I'll talk to you guys later tho', my pizza is ready. Bye guys!!! As you can see in my pic, I'm still FABULOUSSSSS!!!!!!

Love,
jessicadenisemiller

xoxoxo

muahahah *evil laugh*

Suffocate REMIXX!

spring break

so far has been greatttt .
parties like everyday.today is easter; and today i went to church w/ my second fambam. it was fun. i love them.
my boyfriend is gone for the whole spring break to florida and me and thomo up here in VA. mite go to NY for a weekend. iono yet.
umm; shout out to mr.porter ;] mmmm what else what else.. oh i love my twin and shani too. ya'll are great. uhm its 9:47 right now. just finished cleanin . with thomo bout to take showers and then watch a movie. ill check in later.
sowwy for the late//delayed entries.

-jessicadenisemiller.
♥

" she said she aint wanna be no one night creep; but you aint never had one night with me. "

FAQ's

the last post

was deffinetly not me !
lmao ; JR got up here and hacked it. my nickname never was and never will be "weenie" lol. ignore him please. if you call me that; i will not answer [ just a side note) ha. he's just mad that im makin him ride all the rollercaosters at BG .
buttttt; yea .

write up here after all this homework is complete.
-jessicadenisemiller

♥ not weenie .

So..

My NEWWW nickname is Weenie. Call me that from now on. No more "Jaymillz" or "Jessica" or "JD" or any of that. Call me Weenie.



Oh, and I'm singing a hook for my BESTESTfriend JR on this one song, coming soon...


Goodbye My Loves,

-Weenie

in the last post

there are soooo many spelling errors! ha.
but i think you can get my point ; hopefully.
but yea [Ugh, i did it again] >:{

im leaving now. [lol)

-jessicadenisemiller

"im the shxt, up in this bxtch."

four|seven|2k9

sooooo today was a good day. took pictures. made a video. lifes good hah . uhm. got lot i should be doing but im not soing any of it for some reason. i really should tho cuz my grades are not at the all-time best haha . oh oh oh; [not like santa, but you get the point] ha. uhm; i love this song :


so if you can tell me what he is saying, lemme know hah .
but yea, one of my new favorites. i just found out the have an "everygirl" video. [thanx to JR] it jjust came out. its niceeeeeeee; weezy looks put together :D anywho.uhm; mega bored (lol, i just said mega] ajajajajaj[i never really understood why spanish people or other language speakin cultures write out laughs like that ?] haha. butttttt anwyay, two more mothafxckin days till mothafxckin spring break ! wooooo . so ready ! so many parties. so little time hah.

ps. i recently [2seconds ago] realized tha ti ttypes "but yea" way too much. like all the time really. maybe i should stop. .... maybe.

i wore a dress today. it looked like a picnic cloth type thing. so shani gave me the nickname 'basket girl' lol. i like it :] but yea . *UGH!* i did it again hah. uhhhhhhhhhhh yea . i alsooo noticed; that when i dont know what else to type i drag out the lst letter of the lst word i wrote . for example : ohkayyyyyyyyyyyyy . ahah, im weak rite now. at myself ha.
but yea. * GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR * i did it again. ugh.

ohkay; im gunna og now since i feel like im talking about nothing. [which i am] or is it [which i am not] .. ?? *hmmmmm* i dunno .

but yea
-jessicadenisemiller
pss; check out the youtube .
http://www.youtube.com/user/jaymillzcuh

psss; check out the myspace .
http://www.myspace.com/jewleryluver11

pssss; dont joke my myspace URL, i was like 11. ha.

"is that your girlfriend? i really like her. im talkin only for the night; i wouldnt wife her."

in studyblock :

what the fxck.
life is a fxckin roller coaster. like, really ? ugh! im so pissed but then again im not. im sad but then again im not. im so fxckin confused but then again its like it doesn't phase me; which worries me alil . grr : I wish all my problems would just solve themselves or some shxt. I feel like I just wanna say al the fxckin cuss words in the fxckin dictionary: on some real shxt. I hate this so much yoh. like soooooo much. I feel miserable. im not sorry for anything though which is a good and bad thing. you don't even know what im talkin about, huh? lol .. I just need to type this all out. I cried for too fxckin long to cry anymore OR for everything to end. so noww im trapped in the fckin shxty-ass middle. hate that shxt. wish I could just make everyone understand. if everyone would just listen to me and believe me ; im sure the world would be a betterplace. so much shxt in my life , god damn ! and the worst part is, I know there is more shxt commin. like a fxckin parade. ugh! I don't even have anymore tears tocry yoh.
fxck this shxt.

I came in this world alone; and bxtch, im not scared to leave the same way .

mood: depressed. hurt. confused .

jessicadenisemiller

AprilFooL's

happy april ! thank god, we are closer to summer time ! next week is spring break. lets go !! hah. but yeaaaaa; about my day. it was great. i got my camera today so look at for some new videos on here and the youtube; which is " jaymillzcuh ". anywho, lets seeeeeee.. nothin really to talk about, OH BuTT [ like that thing below your back; lol } i DID have this delicious pizza at lunch today ! it was amazzinnngg . uhm. yea;


i wish i had thisss !! lmao; i swear i'd wear it .
anywayy; all off topic [even tho i didnt really have one to begin with.
so today was april fooL's day as everyone knows. and i just KNEW no one was gunna get me. i made it all the way till 4th block then JR got me with this "im moving cuz i fought in schooL" shxt. lol . and then my boyfriend got me alil later, actin like he was mad and shxt . lol; not cool man,. not cool. butttttt [like a hugeeeee Booty ! hah] im kinda tired. its 9:51, and im already tired ? yea; im amazed to. buttttttttt [again with the bigggg booty] im bout to lay down and use my cellular device for its main purpose. ill hit this blogSpot up again tomorrow.
adios kiddos .
love,
jessicadenisemiller
" the wait is over, here we go again, im back in the place . "

dumb old video .

butttt, i feel like i need to put alil somethin up here . btw; this is my friend emily. so yea, today was pretty chill :: but i hate Adays. still pissed but gettin over it . life is alright chillin now.

bed soon i guess .

thats it for the night .

love,

jessicadenisemiller

" Welcome to the show I am the main attraction "

[ you should put " do the stanky legg" bahah - JR . ]

No Introduction Needed

So here I am, March 31, 9:25 AM, sitting in class, blowwwweeeeeeeddddd. Not in a weed/alcoholic sense, but my head is feeling real faint, & when that happens.. inspiration happens. So as I come to my senses, I realize I gotta write this blog up, which kind of puts this grin on my face.. dont ask why.

So in case you don't know, don't care, or don't remember, I'm JR, short for "J-Artist". I'm sorta' putting my input on Jessica's blog, which is kinda interesting considering she only has 2 posts, and their both on her emotions. Haha. But you already know, and I'll say this from 1st person point of view, you know I always got you Jess' ;) and that's real talk, straight from the heart. Females walk in and out of my life constantly, and I don't want you to be one of them. So pull up a chair, kick back, let your hair down, 'cause you here to stay! Haha. The rest is self-explanatory, I'm here lil' "basketball coach" as she says, but we'll see how that works out. Haha.

I guess I gotta bounce in a minute, my teachers getting suspicious, haha. But as I've said before and will say again, I'm here for you anytime you need me, you know my number, them other broads don't. Mixtape drops soon, sorry on the hold up, and that's the only thing I'll apologize for. Holla'.

PleaseNoReceipts.Blogspot.com


Love,
JR

"We can do it real big, bigger than you've ever done it"

&today ..

Today is my first blog experience .
i'm new at this so, we'll see how this goes .



sigh; feeling alil down right now; lonely .
today was a good day though. me and the bestestfriend darnell played some Bball; lol .
uhm; yeaaa. c h i l l d a y !



i dont have very much to say, for once .
i miss my dear. alejandro; hope he's doing well, btw.
butttt --> yea .



OhYeaaaa,
i wanted to say hey to meika and JR .
cause i know ya'll have blogs hah .


but i guess that's it for right now .
try this again tomorrow; hopefully i have something better to write about.

_xo



" i just wanna touch you; but im so far away .

all i wanna do is, give you all to me now, are you ready ? "
-- drake drizzy rodgers



PS: please grow up _ thank you .

love,

jessicadenisemiller