made my day .

so today .

was ohkay. english was banggin lol. me, my bestfrennnn andre( not bestfriendforever darnell, or bestfriend quotel, or bestestfriend JR [4bestfriends guys lol]), corey and casey[sp?] had a relationship convo. the wholeeee class. aint get shxt done hah. it was great. i love them . and thennnn the rest of the day went great. left schooL and drove home :D again . thennnn i was tlkin to bestfrennn .. and right now we plannin on goin job huntin together w/ mom and then study drivin for a while .. woooo. makin moves. i wrote a poem today about my feelings toward " problems " cough cough . and it was deep. i used big words and everything lol . im debating on whether i should post it or not. its still in the making tho . uh, ASLO thanks to eevryone that commented me bout my "deep thinking" blog :D hah . i appreciate all the love . i didnt know people really read this lol. makes me feel good. umm , yea. right no life is iight. confusin as hell but iight. i need to stop trying to please evryone else .. someone told me that today out the blue and, now i cant stop thinkin bout it . hmm . well yea, bout to go get dre. bBL .

xo .
jessicadenisemiller ♥

deep thinking .

so; church today had me thinking . it had alot to do w/ relationships and things of the nature butttt, it had to do with forgiveness and admitting faults as well. and as i sat out in the audience i couldnt help but let the tears fall. it seems like recently my life and desicions have been non-stop and fast pace.. maybe i should slow down. ive come from alot of hatred and problems that many dont know about in my past :: only like 3people know the full life story. and looking back there is so much i could have and should have done differently. even the recent problems and misunderstanding in my life. ive been hurt by so many and ive hated them. and thats wrong . i dont wanna continue that thought path. *sigh. ive been thinking so hard about how i could ever forgive them. how i could not hate them.. and ive come to the conclusion that we all lose sight of life and where we stand. people and things change. attitudes and ideas as well; so i wanted to let anyone reading this kno that if u and i ever got into a disagreement or any type of problem.. im truly sorry. i dont wanna have grudes. life is to short for this. and if u ever hurt me , i forgive you. we all need mercy to live each day. and problems of the life we live, shouldnt be the first things on our priority list. i hate no one. and i will not be held by the past.

im sorry, i forgive, and i love.

im free.



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jessicadenisemiller

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i just realized

tomorrow is May 1st ! :o
1 month of schooL left . yay ?


time flies.

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soo; i havent posted in aminute because life has been hectic. its constantly changing ! i wish i could just slow down time. pause or rewind or some shxt. but uhm. sooooo much has gone one. ive lost friends, got new ones, regain the ones that were just lost, had a change of heart, re-built what was tore down. shxt's crazy. god works in misterious ways. but now that everything is kinda leveling out, ill post more often. sorry to leave yall hangin and *ish. but uh, yea. the weekend is comming and i have 0 plans. i mite chill with the lover skarlynne friday or something. and then sunday is deffinetly church.. i get my permit on may 17 !! im studying now. very 5 minutes. ill have my liscense by february 17..and my car by nov.7 or 17th.. :D yess! ive been driving alot recently tho:: everyday actually lol. proving people wrong, im a good driver and i have witnesses. but yeaaaa.. uhm, recently ive been noticing that different people in my life deserve awards, good or bad lol. and so im gunna start annoucnin the award of the day ;

and todays award :: BEST LISTENER goes to DarNeLL .

congrats bestfreeeen .

but im gunna go study for the 17th :D

oh yea ! im also readin this book called "10 things to do before you turn 16" sooo; ill see ho that goes. advice ? maybe ? lol ..

but uhm yea.

love,
jessicadenisemiller .

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