soo; i havent posted in aminute because life has been hectic. its constantly changing ! i wish i could just slow down time. pause or rewind or some shxt. but uhm. sooooo much has gone one. ive lost friends, got new ones, regain the ones that were just lost, had a change of heart, re-built what was tore down. shxt's crazy. god works in misterious ways. but now that everything is kinda leveling out, ill post more often. sorry to leave yall hangin and *ish. but uh, yea. the weekend is comming and i have 0 plans. i mite chill with the lover skarlynne friday or something. and then sunday is deffinetly church.. i get my permit on may 17 !! im studying now. very 5 minutes. ill have my liscense by february 17..and my car by nov.7 or 17th.. :D yess! ive been driving alot recently tho:: everyday actually lol. proving people wrong, im a good driver and i have witnesses. but yeaaaa.. uhm, recently ive been noticing that different people in my life deserve awards, good or bad lol. and so im gunna start annoucnin the award of the day ;
and todays award :: BEST LISTENER goes to DarNeLL .
congrats bestfreeeen .
but im gunna go study for the 17th :D
oh yea ! im also readin this book called "10 things to do before you turn 16" sooo; ill see ho that goes. advice ? maybe ? lol ..
I know I've gained some weight, but I'm working on it. I'm just here, enjoying Spring Break, chillin', eating, enjoying life. I'll talk to you guys later tho', my pizza is ready. Bye guys!!! As you can see in my pic, I'm still FABULOUSSSSS!!!!!!
so far has been greatttt . parties like everyday.today is easter; and today i went to church w/ my second fambam. it was fun. i love them. my boyfriend is gone for the whole spring break to florida and me and thomo up here in VA. mite go to NY for a weekend. iono yet. umm; shout out to mr.porter ;] mmmm what else what else.. oh i love my twin and shani too. ya'll are great. uhm its 9:47 right now. just finished cleanin . with thomo bout to take showers and then watch a movie. ill check in later. sowwy for the late//delayed entries.
-jessicadenisemiller. ♥
" she said she aint wanna be no one night creep; but you aint never had one night with me. "
was deffinetly not me ! lmao ; JR got up here and hacked it. my nickname never was and never will be "weenie" lol. ignore him please. if you call me that; i will not answer [ just a side note) ha. he's just mad that im makin him ride all the rollercaosters at BG . buttttt; yea .
write up here after all this homework is complete. -jessicadenisemiller
sooooo today was a good day. took pictures. made a video. lifes good hah . uhm. got lot i should be doing but im not soing any of it for some reason. i really should tho cuz my grades are not at the all-time best haha . oh oh oh; [not like santa, but you get the point] ha. uhm; i love this song :
so if you can tell me what he is saying, lemme know hah . but yea, one of my new favorites. i just found out the have an "everygirl" video. [thanx to JR] it jjust came out. its niceeeeeeee; weezy looks put together :D anywho.uhm; mega bored (lol, i just said mega] ajajajajaj[i never really understood why spanish people or other language speakin cultures write out laughs like that ?] haha. butttttt anwyay, two more mothafxckin days tillmothafxckin spring break ! wooooo . so ready ! so many parties. so little time hah.
ps. i recently [2seconds ago] realized tha ti ttypes "but yea" way too much. like all the time really. maybe i should stop. .... maybe.
i wore a dress today. it looked like a picnic cloth type thing. so shani gave me the nickname 'basket girl' lol. i like it :] but yea . *UGH!* i did it again hah. uhhhhhhhhhhh yea . i alsooo noticed; that when i dont know what else to type i drag out the lst letter of the lst word i wrote . for example : ohkayyyyyyyyyyyyy . ahah, im weak rite now. at myself ha. but yea. * GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR * i did it again. ugh.
ohkay; im gunna og now since i feel like im talking about nothing. [which i am] or is it [which i am not] .. ?? *hmmmmm* i dunno .
but yea -jessicadenisemiller pss; check out the youtube . http://www.youtube.com/user/jaymillzcuh
psss; check out the myspace . http://www.myspace.com/jewleryluver11
pssss; dont joke my myspace URL, i was like 11. ha.
"is that your girlfriend? i really like her. im talkin only for the night; i wouldnt wife her."
what the fxck. life is a fxckin roller coaster. like, really ? ugh! im so pissed but then again im not. im sad but then again im not. im so fxckin confused but then again its like it doesn't phase me; which worries me alil . grr : I wish all my problems would just solve themselves or some shxt. I feel like I just wanna say al the fxckin cuss words in the fxckin dictionary: on some real shxt. I hate this so much yoh. like soooooo much. I feel miserable. im not sorry for anything though which is a good and bad thing. you don't even know what im talkin about, huh? lol .. I just need to type this all out. I cried for too fxckin long to cry anymore OR for everything to end. so noww im trapped in the fckin shxty-ass middle. hate that shxt. wish I could just make everyone understand. if everyone would just listen to me and believe me ; im sure the world would be a betterplace. so much shxt in my life , god damn ! and the worst part is, I know there is more shxt commin. like a fxckin parade. ugh! I don't even have anymore tears tocry yoh. fxck this shxt.
I came in this world alone; and bxtch, im not scared to leave the same way .
happy april ! thank god, we are closer to summer time ! next week is spring break. lets go !! hah. but yeaaaaa; about my day. it was great. i got my camera today so look at for some new videos on here and the youtube; which is " jaymillzcuh ". anywho, lets seeeeeee.. nothin really to talk about, OH BuTT [ like that thing below your back; lol } i DID have this delicious pizza at lunch today ! it was amazzinnngg . uhm. yea;
i wish i had thisss !! lmao; i swear i'd wear it . anywayy; all off topic [even tho i didnt really have one to begin with. so today was april fooL's day as everyone knows. and i just KNEW no one was gunna get me. i made it all the way till 4th block then JR got me with this "im moving cuz i fought in schooL" shxt. lol . and then my boyfriend got me alil later, actin like he was mad and shxt . lol; not cool man,. not cool. butttttt [like a hugeeeee Booty ! hah] im kinda tired. its 9:51, and im already tired ? yea; im amazed to. buttttttttt [again with the bigggg booty] im bout to lay down and use my cellular device for its main purpose. ill hit this blogSpot up again tomorrow. adios kiddos . love, jessicadenisemiller " the wait is over, here we go again, im back in the place . "
mm ; these are my personal thoughts and feelings . if i wanna be stupid,crazy,depressed,upset,serious,funny, whatever:: i can. who the fxck are YOU to tell me what to put on MY blog. mmmkay. thanks .